Sunday, August 16, 2009

What a week. What an unproductive week. I was really looking forward to having the last week off and to be honest, it's been great, but I feel completely out of it. And the thought of starting this job tomorrow is starting to kick in and I find that I am shitting myself, slightly.

On Friday night I caught up with my team and other work folk for drinks etc. It was fun, but I find that I already feel incredibly detached from them. Their new Team Leader is a great girl, really personable (and not an enormous social misfit like me) and has settled in like she's been there all her life. Which is fantastic, good for her and good for everyone else, too. I'm glad the job is in capable hands. But letting go of the good people there is a little bit sad. Though I'm going to be seeing them at drinks and social thingies anyway, so all good, yes?

Sigh. I have spent a lot of time inside my head of late. Not just work, but everything. My mind is very cluttered.

I think I'm just wondering what kind of mistakes I'm making.


Woah! What's with this post? Sunshine and rainbows!

  • I have the worst potty mouth ever when drunk.
  • I have a lot of black spots from Friday night.
  • There's only one week until Bridge to Brisbane. I predict that I will die. I'll make sure I post one last time before I go.
  • Beardie bought me a Dwight Schrute bobblehead.
  • I am going to put them on my new desk alongside Baird from Gears of War. And they can all have a tea party.
  • I might go out today and buy some sports bras.
I hope your weekend has been fine and dandy.


Mark said...

I've spent a lot of time in my head lately too. Although this week has been a chaotic mess of ten-hour days, insane chemistry and angry teenagers with no end in sight, one thing I'm glad about is that it's a bit less busy up in my head. I needed a break.

Hope you get some time off too.

RAT said...

Mark, I wish it was less busy in my head. Unfortunately for me, it's busy outside my head, and then also super busy inside my head. And not even with the same stuff. It blows. Some time off this overthinking would be great! Just got to work out how to turn off my brain for a little while, I think.